Among the trees 2020

I have been thinking a lot about the past few years. I think about where I was when I started this project in 2020, I had such a big vision and expected myself to accomplish it all. I felt solid in my plan and vision but not in myself, I didn't know if I could actually do it. I was able to do more than I had imagined. This is thanks to the start of quarantine, sounds weird I know, but there have been so many creative people coming out of their shell and starting to live in their truth. I was able to sit down and analyze things I wanted in life and my situation. To be honest, I never thought it would be possible for me to sit where I am today. I think about all the time. Camping adventures with my friends. My solo road trip. Living in 3 states. Graduating college. More road trips. Starting graduate school. Starting new jobs and new partnerships.

I know that over the next few months, this next year especially is going to be fulfilling. I have been working hard to create a space where I feel creatively inclined, but I can't say it hasn't been without struggle. I procrastinate and I get lost in the moment. I worry about other things and I try to calm myself down. Among the trees, I can focus and get lost in the moment.

There are so many other amazing opportunities and experiences that are coming to me, waiting for me to accept. I believe that I can get back on track, this project will happen. It will come. It just took a bit longer than I thought.

In the meantime, I am creating a better routine for myself. I am starting to take better care and listen more intuitively in the moment. I feel more off balance than I have in a while but I think that is part of learning to slow down. I want to feel more

It's time to go back to my vision, now stronger. I will be more rooted and centered. I will take better care of myself and I will stay connected with those I care about. I'm just getting started but I can do this.